Long time Christian who really wanted to believe in something bigger. Slowly, surely, loosening my grip on my faith, my security.

Last night I dreamt of a godless world where existence was it's own reward. I slept surprisingly well.

I've always worked hard, thought constantly, and felt deeply. I enjoy my life thoroughly.

I am spending a lot of time becoming self interested, or more aptly, self invested.

I hope that this is a friendly place for such ideas.